I am here to heal the feminine

Written on 23 July 2018:

‘I am here to heal the feminine’

This was a part of what came up for me this weekend when I participated in a workshop with the title: Magdalena: Mother, Teacher, Whore, lead beautifully and vulnerably by Winter Jade Icely @the_sexwitch.

When I uttered these words out loud, surrounded by a group of women, my body felt full of electricity. I felt the truth in these words deep in my whole being.

The thing is, I knew this already, yet I have been denying it and making myself small. There is a voice, that even as I write this, keeps saying: ‘who do you think you are?’. This is the voice that has kept me small and I have just realised what this means. Doubt is what makes me act small. When I doubt I am delaying acting on my purpose.

The other words that also came out of me were:

‘I am here to be big’

and

‘I am here to bring the feminine into everyday life’.

The voice that keeps me small, it may continue to try and lure me into smallness, but I am going to do my very best to answer the callings of my soul and hope that one day, soon, this other voice is no longer heard.

A couple of weeks ago, I had a session with a client, that inspired and gifted me the clarity of knowing the type of women I want to work with. I want to work with women who want to make a difference in the world and help others.

And so now, I am:

Pelagia Pais
Intuitive Healer & Artist
Supporting women to change the world

More will come out of this and I will be changing the words on my website in the coming weeks. As I process this weekend, the last few months and years and as I piece together, in a different shaped puzzle, what my offer to the world is.

Thank you so much for the support of so many of you as I make my own path, and step into the unknown again and again.